Being scolded by supervisor that performed badly in a occassion that i had a chance being offered a better position, salary and future in my workplace, while since my boss recommended me to this position, i also disappointed my boss.In fact, what i have been doing is just being honest that i ve put down my goal and want to do my best in the position and the task i ve been giving now,admitted my weakness and how i putting effort in working on it. And i am not sure where i will be end in next year.i don’t think i did anything wrong. But this has shocked my supervisor since not long ago, i was ambitious and goal-oritented, confident and think i am perfect , and having this yearly plan for my career and also my life plan. Well, i see this with a different perspective, i am glad to see i ve been changed, grew up, i feel happy and free, instead of being upset about losing a chance to be admitted by others and getting promoted or whatever, i like what i am now. And i believe a person who achieve much is those who fullfilled their calling instead of desire. I believe a real strong person is those who are able to showing their weakness, and His plan is always better than my plan, is perfect.
As the chuseok holiday came to the end, there are so much things to be thankful and so much joy to share.Being able to attend every single morning service , wendesday serive, and friday service .Did some really important reading on my faith,dream,and my job , jogging along hanriver with good hillsongs and chinese CCMs i got as gifts from friends. Having had a blessing time with family and able to swim .outdoor!!! (was feeling so pity that i couldnt find time to go to the beach this summer, so God tend to be really good to me!!!) Being blessed to taste food around the world i ve been missed so much!!!(was feeling so pity that i couldnt go for any holiday overseas this year, but God tends to be really kind to me!!!) Being able to revisit Korea University church and finally able to spending time with pastor’s family (we couldn’t find time to talk since we all have been having tight schedules even when i visited there)…While out of these, God lead me into an adventure to meet up Chrisitians from China in a way hard to believe, i was so touched by their faithfullness and encouraged by hearing how Jesus is working in China!!! Even i had to give up an luxury night at hotel„,God showed me again that the plan He had for me is the best always!!! And being able have friends to come over to my place cook for them and having overnight talks. Praise Lord,please let me keep all these precious moments in my heart and soul, gave me strength to live Your words and fullfill the plans You had for me.
요일 1:6 출앱14:15~16
모든 것을 해보고 내려놓은 것과 해보지 않고 내려놓은 것 다르다.
우리에게 주어진 하루라는 시간이 너무나 소중합니다.
하나님의 임재를 경험, 하나님의 음성을 들리는 법.
하나님의 기적 / 능력을 맛보는 거.
모이는 교회 흐트러짐의 교회.
PURPOSE OF MISSIONARY
1.TO KNOW GOD 하나님을 야는 거.
인생가운데 중요한 일은 하나님께서 직접 들려주신다.
열방을 향한 하나님의 마음
2.TO KNOW MYSELF
자신에 향한 부르심 확인
내 삶의 의미 가치
어떤 일을 해야 내 안에 기쁨이 생기는지.
내 안에 내가 모르는 나를 발견하는 거.
3.TO KNOW WHAT I CAN DO FOR HIS KINGDOM
하나님의 나라를 위해 할 수 있는 일.
나/교회/하나님의 나라를 위한 유익하는지.
세가지 균형을 이루어야 함.
Jesus is the King of the world,
Jesus is rhe wonderful conselor
Jesus is the almighty God,
Jesus is the everlasting father,
Jesus is the king of peace!
As a Christian, being conscious of Lord’s love , understand it deeply and experience it at every single moment of our life is the very fundemental thing and most blessed thing.
Last dinner with beloved team in Church,and had a great talk as well, “When you want sth, or someone, either a good life partner or a good job, ask Him first, pray for it and work on it, gave it your best try, but there are moments God ask you to put down, you need to decide put what as first, there are moments of struggling, but always remember Lord is controlling on everything. Looking back to my life from losing a job i love, to finding another one i love more, from saying goodbye to people who i really cared to now having people i cared more around, from being a cc who was unhappy to a happier cc, i know this is exactly true, that He has everything in control, what you need to do is just trusting in Him and let Him carry you when you in trouble, believe He had a solution already and Him will prepare the best for you in every single day of your life.
Went to Gyeongju for a relax before starting a new job. After long struggling with where am i going to develop my career, i decide to give another try in Korea. With new determination i decide to learn more about this country, about its nature, history blablabla. Gyeongju didnt disappointed me that i experienced the most historically and naturally beauty of Korea. It also inspired me to start to write column on Korea for the magazine in China i used to be interned at, hopefully i can make more trip to other places in such a gorgeous season and share this delight to more people!
Gonna start to work in a high tech company in Digital Media City Area of Seoul, kinda of Silicon valley in California?